When I moved into Westminister the weekend of December 3rd, 2016 it most definitely was a time of new beginnings for me. Not only did I get this apt that I feel like I have been waiting my whole life for, I also began treatmnt with a new roup of doctors for my pain management. I have never seen a group of docors like this. The group is called Dependancy Pain Treatment Centers...DPTC and this is a small group that got together and decided that what the medical community has done to the senior population is just wrong. They have given us...me drugs after drugs and increased the dosage until they decided that they didn't want to treat me any longer so I got the boot and was on my own. So when I found these guys, or rather Faye found them and I watched her. She did a 180 degree change. Ifinally told her that whateer kool-aid she was drining I wantd some of it. So I saw her docs. They are incredble!!! They are taking care of my medication issues and fixing issues in my head. I am already a different person. I am feeling like a different person. Life is GOOD! Life would be perfect if everything were good with Braxton and if things were even a little bit good for him. I don't even know where he is. I have not even spoken to him since I moved back here in April of 2015. I worry about im so much. I should b used to the worry and heartache that my sons have given me thru the years.
And then there is Cheryl. GOD! How do I handle this? I miss her. Oh how I miss her. ANd I can't get her on the phone, I have lost Butch's number. Mom's number has been disconnected...I Am in LIMBO here! And I need to see my friend.and I can't figure out ow to accomplish this~
Back to the title of this post....New Beginnings...my life really is a series of New Beginnings abd I an FINALLY content and happy. Thank you, Jesus, for getting me to tis place. Amen
Let your heart be guided by love
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